THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE IT

          'Baby i am born this way' is a good song from lady gaga after listening anyone will groove to it but to me I feel like saying why am i turning this way?right from 9/11/2012 my vacation started.Even though everybody is in festive mood i am like singing 'there's a fire starting in my heart' my much anticipated cat results are to be announced on 11/11/2012 thats right even though i didn't prepare much for it i am so tensed i know the result will be hilarious not dissaster definitely i am sure tension,nervousness experienced everything like a teenager  my friends and everyone in my family comforted me by saying soothe words expect my mom coz no one in this world know me better than her she's like 'it doesn't really matter i know what you wrote besides u have a job' a handy thing i guess thanks to TCS
          The latter day followed by lots of twists really i prayed to god pray,pray,pray was the only hing thudding my head.That day is so flummoxed and my mind is deterring with random thoughts contempt filled in everything and texted my friends again soothing words started.I started then pitying myself and about my life then i thought a while whats wrong?i am not that dumb i am gonna complete my b.tech in a reputed college with good percentage and leaving tcs aside i am good to some extent feeling confident and some what determined pulling myself together i opened facebook.Ya!!i cant separate my virtual world and real world its like inbuilt in me my broadband connection is like how my mind work when my modem fails my synapses also don't work notifications,likes,a few pokes nice up to this.Then,my chat thing entered a filthy friend texted hey tomorrow results wass up ru tensed?
                                                   ..............................
              FU!!!thats what i thought.Shit cant i find some peace in  facebook then turning off my PC few hours left again started the same old drama(that's what my friend says to me)uff!!!!cant sleep the whole night sobbed a bit thats it morning woke up with a message in my mobile.My friend texted that results are out fingers trembling turned on my doppelganger(PC) checked my result unbelievable!! i got a fruitless score will get in some colleges dad is okay with that score and my mom same old poker face and to me thought tcs is better and im like keeping all loser status in my fb like justin timberlake dead or gone lyrics and listening to some acoustics(heartbroken)versions then...........
              The day of 11 night is a bumpy ride i took decisions that are good and explained everything to my dad he is bewildered then satisfied and appreciated actually and ended good
From the next day again party rock anthem...thats true baby i am born this way..:)

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