TROUBLED TEEN

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             I turned on my laptop feeling so bored after returning from office.I have nothing to do i saw all the movies and tv series nothing is left for me.Some movie is downloading so having some coffee i thought to do nothing and opened some pictures .My brother is a teenager now and i am staring at his picture.Its so creepy i have no idea why i did that?i am seeing him since ages and still i am here looking at him something about him definitely changed.HELL YEAH!! he is a teenager how can i miss that.I think in the whole life time being a teenager is the toughest thing everyone knows that no matter how many hollywood teen clicks come one cannot understand a teenager
             I am back with my nostalgia and i definitely remember how fat i look :/ i used to weigh about 67kg which is definitely not a healthy one i want to cut down all the fat and look like the skinny girl who appear on the screen but i never did that i want to go gym but nothing went well.My high school is a girls one thanks heavens!! with this weight additional problems are tests,over-concerned parents and problematic friends and the biggest threat are pimples.OMG!the last one is heart-breaking.The girls in my high-school are good slim,fashionable and like everywhere there are the high-profile people and the perky ones.I used to feel so guilty looking at them.I used to have zero-fashion sense and i am like a fat tom-boy but i have friends good friends actually its definitely because of my sense of humor.I am an average  person because of my super fast track course and gossips who doesn't love them particularly when you are in teens.
             I used to enjoy gossip so much but the thing is no one ever passed a rumour on me which is so beyond annoying.I am not even able to make a single rumour there used to be lots of gossips on my friends but i have zero i can be rated as a totally-invisible-yet living person.I used to eat like a wolf  i was sad i am eating so much but i dont know the monster of  hunger in my stomach demands so much and  unlike the girls who doesn't sleep in films i used to sleep so much.I hate shopping is my confession but when i go to store i am struck i roam around the mall even forgetting the fact what i want.I used to get tears and save them for trail room when a particular dress i desire doesn't fit me.
             When i am with my friends the girls used to cry even for small incidents and don't know how somehow or the other the situation turns against you even you cant help yourself crying.Trust me it happened a lot of times for me.I can't be pampered because i am not a baby girl and i cannot be neglected as i am not an adult.
             All the teenage crushes i have and i all the confessions i made everything is so stupid but i enjoyed it not everything must most part of it :)

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  1. Anonymous8 August 2013 at 12:45

    "I can't be pampered because I am not a baby girl and I cannot be neglected as I am not an adult."

    - :) ... You know what... It's like seeing inside your mind whenever I come across any post of yours. It seems like I am listening to you live !

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  2. Anonymous31 December 2014 at 22:38

    It's been 1 year and 5 months almost since you last posted anything here. Where are you Praneethi ? Did you get your desired MBA college ? Hope you are enjoying wherever you are. Happy New Year. Hope to see your post soon. Cheers.

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  3. Anonymous9 September 2015 at 10:31

    Praneethi... a lot have changed in my life since the last time I saw your post. Did you quit writing altogether...or worse.. Did u get married? It's too bad for me because this was the only way I could communicate with you. Forgive me if I sound creepy... If wishes were horses, we would be communicating over Whatsapp right now... :P Big dream... GodSpeed to you. Hope you will see my comments one day.. some day... or never :P

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    1. Unknown16 June 2016 at 05:37

      Well,IDK who this is but thank you very much :)

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